SUMMER SO FAR

I haven't been doing much. Yesterday, a close friend came over with some troubles in her life, and I did my best to try to comfort her. I'm really not great at confrontations/comforting people, especially when the news itself shocks me. Unfortunately, it's easier to respond on AIM. Probably because I can properly read it and all that. But nonetheless, I love her soo much and I will continue to be there for her and it will be a-okay !

I've been mostly alone for the past two days, but I'm loving the laziness and relaxation. Oh and I'm using this new skin thing, so hopefully my life-long battle with acne will cease to rage on. I mean, seriously. All this eating isn't helping, but what are you gonna do? My family makes sure there's a homecooked meal eeeverry lunch time, which I adore, but I kindda don't like it because of all the weight gain. I'm not being vain. It makes me feel fat and lazy and unable to move. I really hate that feeling. Ugh. I'll edit later.

edit: 1:32pm

I'm too full! Not a good feeling ughh haha x]
Anyway, I'm going to Wal-Mart tonight. I'm gonna pick up some things. Maybe a magazine. I have a secret love for magazines. Call me shallow or whatever the fuck you want, because I don't really care. I love reading articles on how to be healthy, reviews on products and movies, how NOT to's and all that... why not? But I'm definitely going to start reading some books I've been meaning to read.

Ugh. I hate being in America for the summer -_-

edit: 2:14am

I take that back. While in the mall with my mom today, I ran into M and his friend, M, and his other friend, B. They shopped with me and we had dinner together, and tomorrow night I'm gonna go see In Fear and Faith, Eyes Set to Kill, The Word Alive,13 Killings, and A Skylit Drive at Chain Reaction. I'm pretty excited!!!

Apparently, MJavier (not my M) went to Oxford before? He said he liked Abby before he went to Kennedy and she went to idk. Somewhere in the Inland Empire. I'm fsho meeting Brandon there, maybe MJavier(not my M). MY M is probably gonna go to ACF. I don't know, if I want to cut destructive people out of my life, especially after giving them chances in a span of more than five years and more, then I have the right to. Even earlier, but that's just the way things flowed. Hopefully M (maaah nig), can make it to Chain. If both M's can't and I'm with B, then it's all good because morethan likely, I'm gonna see some kids from Oxford, there anyway.

The only song I like from Eyes Set to Kill is "Darling," only because I don't listen to them THAT much. I'm pretty much a good balance between rock/transitional/progressive and hiphop/rap/rnb, but I love whatever makes me feel good and whatever sounds good, especially if it's born from skill and passion. AGAIN, preeeetty excited! Let's see how things go...