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I can't sleep.

I really need to rethink all my priorities. I feel so lost, and it's my fault that I let myself get this far before admitting to how wrong everything feels. Really.


Tomorrow, I'm just gonna get music for MP for his birthday. Maybe clean my room. Make plans with mah ladays.



I've decided to avoid JP and JT. It's not worth the hurt. I don't need it.



I'm loving Katy Perry's "Thinking Of You". But instead of me thinking of a guy as "him", I'm thinking of the mindset I'm forcing myself to take, and instead of "you" I think of the person I've had to push in the closet because she's offensive if not hidden. I really hate it, and that's one of the true odes to myself.