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On January 10 '08, I discovered a little world called Financial Domination.
It's easy enough to get into, I'd think. Anyone with half a brain who's willing to admit how self-absorbed she really is can do it (which I've obviously posted about before). I've been toying with the lifestyle for about 3 months now (4 months on May 10th!), and to be honest, it's incredible what I've discovered about myself and my abilities.
It's difficult to describe what financial domination is in just a few words. While I sometimes feel that I understand it completely, other days, I realize that my knowledge of the subject is only a fraction of what it really is.
To the odd observer, it sounds like something out of a fairy-tale.
A girl getting whatever she wants handed to her on a silver platter because she's snobby? Presents being bought up like a storm because she's self-obsessed? Money pouring in from every direction just for a bit of chatting time?
Through "Findom" (an abbreviated form of financial domination), I'm able to act out the fantasy that every little girl grows up wanting: I want to be a Princess. I want servants and admirers fawning over me. I want to be the center of attention in this small little world that others are willing to feed into. And in findom, all of that is possible! It's all fucking POSSIBLE!!
Remember how I used to whine and complain that no one appreciated how HAPPY I was with my life? That I was so upset because haters came out of nowhere to tell me that I shouldn't be allowed to be the center of my own universe?? HA!! In Findom, that sort of attitude is KEY to success. That sort of attitude is KEY to making the most of that lifestyle.
I've received different things through findom -- A pink laptop, Bose headphones, a 5.1 surround sound speaker system, Juicy Couture clothing up the ass, high-heels and new shoes galore, over 2 to 3k $$$, groceries purchased for me, swimsuits, Victoria's Secret, MAC makeup, giftcards, EVERYTHING YOU CAN THINK OF, I'VE RECEIVED. It's intense. It's unbelievable.
And I'm not kidding.
It seems sadistic and cruel at first, I know. But the money comes in from different sources. And I've never had to force it out of anyone unless they specifically requested and begged that I try that approach with them.
I spoke about this with my friend at length (he's the resident DJ at a local bar in a nearby city), and he went on and on about how Domination of this nature is surprisingly mainstream right now. That he knows lots of people that are doing it. It was almost a relief! I felt like it was just me! Like I had stumbled across this hidden world and everyone was missing out on how great it is.
And it is great.
It really is.
In financial domination, I have "servants". A lot of them have creepy foot-fetishes, which I don't mind too much. I like getting pedicures anyway. :P These servants/submissives/slaves do anything I tell them to. From dressing up in panties and dancing around on cam, to caging themself up just to amuse me, to shaving off butt-hair and sprinkling it in beer and gulping it up, to shoveling dogfood down their throats!!
My girlfriends will come over to my house and have a FIELD day with those losers. We can get them to do ANYTHING! And the best part?? You know what the fucking best part is?? THEY ENJOY IT. They absolutely LOVE being tortured! It's like going to a party where there's a bunch of drunk dorks that you can play pranks on, except that they're all SOBER when it happens! O_o And they WANT it to happen!! What the hell?!
But okay.
Let's calm down for a second.
In findom, the "haters" are more frequent. So in regards to being disliked by angry readers? I've developed a thick skin.
It's sort of like Maddox! He purposely writes with the intent to infuriate his readers! He thrives off of the hate mail! O_o And seriously?? That's how I'm starting to feel! Now it's like, "BRING ON THE HATERS! BRING 'EM ON!"
At the same time, though, I didn't want financial domination to control my life (which it did for a little while). So I wanted to get back into this style of writing. Where I can just relax and bullshit with a keyboard, typing out this or that, and not really worrying about the little details. So I've been re-focusing on writing, art, and photography again. Magazines, shopping, and makeup is still a big part of my life.
So whatever.
That's the crazy life I lead, huh?
And it just gets more intense from here. No joke.
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