TOO MUCH

Maybe I'm expecting too much? Too much of myself, too much of others... maybe we just can't live up to the visions of our healthier, more radiant individual souls? I'm thinking back to that Prince song I used to love. I think it was called, "When Doves Cry," where he says, "/she's never satisfied/". I am satisfied most of the time, and that dissatisfies me. I wish I had a greater hunger for life. I want that drive. I thirst for it.

I think... I'm done settling.

I'm gonna go for the best.

too much of something is bad enough,
but something's coming over me to make me wonder
too much of nothing is just as tough
i need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied

ps: posh spice forever!